the look.

SECONDHAND SERENADE - MAYBE

2008-05-08T12:00:00.000+08:00

gyming guiltiness

2008-04-26T02:52:00.002+08:00

feeling guilty as ben is out of love now. it's not totally my fault la. seriously!! i think it's on Tuesday night, when i happen to go view ben's blog. than accidentally saw alot of emo stuffs between j and him. so wanted to like make fun of him the next time i see him. but yesterday, i was happily chatting with weiqi online. and suddenly told him that ben has a blog. so he text ben immediately after reading his blog. weiqi told me that he did not know that ben is so sad and trying the untie the knot in his heart between j and him. so weiqi text him, and j happen to be beside ben. so there's how j got to know that ben has a blog and went to read his blog which makes her feel so lost and did not know what to do. of course i also dont know how did ben link up everything and put the blame on me. but it's ok. even if ben dont put the blame on me, i myself would also feel guilty as to see ben in this way.

catch up with alot of movies recently at home like, "Prom Night, Nim's Island, Accepted and Superhero" the one i love most is "Accepted". much more realistic not horror kind but somehow may link to our lifes kind. ya, you should get it! hahah. anyway i went to gym today. tiring... bodies aching. especially my chest! cool. that's how gym works uhh... hahah!

goodnight guys. (:

today in camp.

2008-04-23T21:11:00.003+08:00

was planning together with my other colleague as he orded the same day as me how does he plan his leaves and off, which i was left with only 3 pathetic days of leaves and no offs which apparently my s1 has taken them all away. andy, my other colleague does not need to come back after 8 of may, which is like, 2 weeks from now!!
as for me, there are still many days that i'm reporting back to camp. but trust me, when one doesn't have enough leaves and offs, one would try to get an mc. hahahah!!!

anyway back in camp is also slacking around, doing "low bo" things which i dont do. i find it quite stupid as it's so simple, even an idiot can do it. like sticking a sticker onto an envelope. and that's registry. for my ns section, we do something more sensible and yet caused a lot more trouble if you do it wrongly. (: my appt now is registry/docu clerk no longer ns clerk. always shredding papers, running away from stupid jobs. it's own time own target when you shred. no one can call you and ask where are you, cause you're in ops room. which means no reception. everything is heaven when you're about to ord/rod. feels good to be paid and dont work. hahah!!

ROLEX.

2007-12-24T13:07:00.000+08:00

Good Day everyone!

17 December 2007 (Monday)
Saturday)
went to class, as it was our last lesson. Mr Richard Lee gone through a lot of things and gave us some hints on which topics are the important ones. thanks.(:
went dragonfly after that. cool place! met some Caucasians. enjoyable night.

19 December 2007 (Wednesday)

went back to camp. as usual. everything seems normal. first half of the morning, unit celebrating Christmas.this time we're not the one organising. anyway it's half maning, so i left at around 1530hrs. brought my brother for a haircut.

these few days got no time to blog.
anyway thanks for viewing my blog and a MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU!

a spoon of rice

2007-12-14T15:19:00.000+08:00

12 december 2007 was my mom's birthday.
she made some choco cake while waiting for my cousins' arrival.

on the very same day was my friend's pop.
we met up and have dinner together.

everything was not planned.
but manage to scrimp off that day. lol.

yesterday, 13 december 2007.
was our presentation. haiyo, not bad not bad.
started to miss everyone.
we will have another gathering on Monday to dragonfly! HAHA!

Ray & Ben, we miss you.(:

happy pissig off! cb

2007-12-11T01:31:00.000+08:00

my mood us fucking bad now.
because of msn.
cb

today was quite relax as s1 wasn't around.
did everything very nicely and steadily without s1 presence.
heard that i'm going to be posted out.
hahah! post me out fast.
i dont want to remain in a unit for long.
at least a change of environment.(:

spill the beans!!
or either disclosed.
i'm in a dilemma.
oh yea, what you said was right.
little girl.
cheated.
i'm a liar.

i admit.
as i said, i'm in a dilemma.
no one can understand.

2007-12-09T21:17:00.000+08:00

my day begin with a yawn from my bed.
slept at 6am that morning, waking up at 12noon, that same day.(:
hahah.

arrange to meet cousins at "haw par villa" for a noon stroll.
enlightening them those good deeds to do.
and t avoid those bad karma.

tired.
end of conversation.
night(:

oneby one

2007-12-08T18:21:00.000+08:00

thought of straightening everything i've done before.
ill do it one by one.

my friends just left for china for holidays.
will definitely miss them for sure.

recently i went for a scan, MRI scan.
will be getting the result soon,
15 jan 08.

my family decided t go batam for one day.
and enjoy!

after i've taken a long stretch of leaves.
i've decided to give up on ns.
basically, 2 reasons.
1. s1 is stressing me.
2. s1 is taking alvin away from me.

i got to believe why s1 is stressing me is because ict is around the corner.
but that doesn't make any sense, 11th hour, god!
stay back for the past few weeks.
only using classes as a reason to escape from his clench.
still i left late, and arrive to class late.

the reason why s1 took alvin away from me is, i think,
he noticed alvin using the i-net computer on other site much more than on "nsadmin"
he noticed that alvin isn't helping me with most of the things.
he noticed that alvin is leaving earlier than me, and i cannot handtake to anyone.

i dont understand why, should at least put alvin in ns section to assist me for some time.
now all of the ns stuffs, i'm the one handling .

looks like my impression on s1 was never too good yuh! (:

good day ahead!

2007-10-24T00:04:00.000+08:00

S1 is happy these few weeks.
maybe he's getting married.

yesterday he gave me 2 days off.
cool!

i've unlimited offs and leaves to clear.
planning to take this thursday and friday. (:
every week. take a few days.

woo!

previously on my post,
i think S1 doesn't want to affect our morale.
therfore he decided that, we stay out.(:

wasted trip

2007-08-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

it was a wasted trip to Kallang for our Pocket Bike session.
we were excited about this, especially my bro.
damn enthusiastic about going there. keep reminding us the things to bring there.
but it happen that there's a concert this evening.
cars filled up almost the whole carpark.
wasted trip.

next time we should go in the afternoon.
- more time for friends as they usually meet up in the night.
- able to see clearly as the lighting there so dim in the night, even a shiny piece of dollar coin can go missing. :D
- because concert are usually held in the evening. going in the afternoon can prevent meeting up with those cars.

so i've decided to call the rest of the Pocket Bikers before going there.
but it must be in the afternoon. (:

Lecturing from S1.F!!!

2007-08-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

we were being reprimanded by our S1 this morning after the jog in Parsir Ris.
he said we have no discipline but work done nicely for him.

i dont agree with him.
i find that he should give and take.
and close an eye.

as a saying goes, "no one is perfect"
we've done our work nicely for him. - for this i agree. :)
but as for discipline, we merely cross the line for a little bit, like going for afternoon break together.
wtf. for only once, he wants to rant out on us.

the other thing is, we aren't suppose to clear our offs & leaves till further notice.
oh FUCK! our genting trip is cancelled.
leaves are our entitlement!
and i'm not going to care if i really have to apply leaves for other reason. :D
Chief is allowing us to clear our leaves and off is because she can see something BIG coming.
as for our S1, is the other way round. :D

i can really see the difference between the two S1.
the first one, slack alot. BUT done his job properly. knows how to push away shit and cover our backside. :D we like him!
the second one, doesn't slack at all. STILL unable to get the job done. doesn't know how to push away shit and likes to sabotage us. cheeesbun!!

truth is i learn alot from the second one.
but we dont like him. (:

2007-08-16T23:06:00.001+08:00

watches for you and me!

2007-08-14T14:46:00.000+08:00

hey, guess what, i'm getting this on your birthday.

girls vs guys

2007-08-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

if only guys were made to do this,
i'd rather be a girl!

my BIRTHday.

2007-08-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

it's my birthday today.
and i'm VERY happy!!!

thank you guys for the cake.
thank you guys for the drink.
thank you guys for the companion.
THANK YOU GUYS FOR EVERYTHING!!

i appreciate -

Reaching 20!

2007-08-06T23:07:00.001+08:00

My birthday is drawing nearer.!!!
woot! :D

Outing. (:

2007-08-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

was reluctant to go out today.
tired. no money.

but i enjoyed after going out with ben ed d & kw. (:
d left shortly after we met.
kw met us later after his school. (:

was discussing where to go during my birthday!
frustrated! (: hahahah!
anyway decided already.

there are alot of things going through my head.
expenses.
next month expenses would increase.
p.b
closing deals with them.

frustrated!!

Not fair

2007-07-29T13:22:00.000+08:00

just want to rant something out if not, this something is really suffering inside. (:

if the reason is really, study then ;

what it is that makes you thinks that i disturb you?
when did i forbid you to study whenever you want to go study.
just tell me.
i'll allow you.
i'm not UNREASONABLE!
SO UNFAIR FOR ME LARR.....
JUST cannot take it!

FFFF!!!!

Things i got to take note

2007-07-28T23:21:00.001+08:00

alot of things in my head currently,
gonna type them into com.

bike!
guitar! (friends)
dance! (friends)
studies!

few things i got to take note ;
time w/ friends,
medical, no prob! (SAF)
extra income.

Apology

2007-07-28T22:54:00.002+08:00

no commitment equal no hope
for us.

i was quite stunt actually,
but i knew it was coming.
for the past few days,
less chat,
less sms,
less talk,
less promises.

no commitment between both of us.
each of us have their own other commitment.
(:

2007-07-28T19:06:00.000+08:00

i knew this was coming.

SHREE WAS CHEATED!

2007-07-28T12:41:00.001+08:00

yesterday we stayed back in camp for a while, because we thought that we have nothing to do at home.

we played cards,
we played blackjack.
there were four of us, Shree, Kaiwen, Alvin and Me.
Shree lost quite alot, $2400
i lost $47.
Shree is tempted. by clearing his debts.
so when he lost like, $400, he bet on $400.
so he keep losing.
Alvin was the banker. (:

hahaha,
what so funny was, this was all a prank!
we just want to see Shree's "suicide" look.
when he lost alot of money, his face... hahhahaha!!!

lesson learnt -

be FIRM with your decision.
dont play with STRANGERS.

Cool!

2007-07-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

Random. (:

2007-07-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

dont feel well today.
mc for today.
went to the doc,
wanted to give me 2 days,
but i declined. (garang)
hahha no, its because tomorrow got despatch than they are going to tekong, so i want to tag along. :)

i just want to comment on something i read the other day on the paper.
if i'm not wrong its the wednesday paper. 15 July 07 ; about blogging.
Mr Miyagi said "blogging is about sharing"
still i dont understand why are people being fined for blogging the wrong things.
or maybe those we are caught can quote the papers and defend themselves.
i, as a blogger also share my life with others, not wanting others to know what i've done everyday. but to let those who wants to know about me, what's my life about. :) i'm not sick, i have friends, alot of them. :)

just watch a variety show, which is shown on channel 8, "shoot 3"
this time they are talking about criminals. weather they are able to face the world, stand up again and how their superior thinks of them, would their superiors employ them if they have been through jail? just a few words to put this to an end, " put yourself in their shoe and think" in another words, "Empathetic"

my plans for the up coming days,

Saturday - belated birthday celebration for D, 1930hrs, Marina Bay Control Station.
Sunday - cousins's birthday celebration. going to his house. :)

Promoting my Bikes.

2007-07-16T19:01:00.000+08:00

i'm selling this 2 bike for S$450 x 1.

Air-Cooled

the details are as follow ;

Engine: 49cc, single cylinder, air-cooling, 2 stroke

Oil type
petrol, 1:25 engine oil mixing

Tank capacity
2.5L

Driving mode
chain

Starting system
pull start

Wheel
13' tubeless

Brake system
disc brake

Max speed
60km/h

Range
80km

Max loaded 150kgs

G.W. / N.W. 25/23kgs

Carton Size 105x38.5x59cm

pictures :

Finally!! (:

2007-07-14T12:21:00.000+08:00

audit is finally over.
manpower result wass great!
hahaha. we went for an hour afternoon break, not lunch. its afternoon break.
coming back feeling guilty.
but chief din scold us. hahha :)

Work work work...

2007-07-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

well, these few days have been quite busy at work.
another guy just came into our ORD RM on Mon.
Jason! (Red Ranger)
just got to know him better only today. :)

this thursday, SGT's birthday.
going to celebrate on friday. :)
cheeky smile. hahahaha

i just got an hair cut, which makes me look idiotic,
look like a "ah beng" with long fringes.
oh fuck!
god!

things i did! neutral things i mean :)

2007-07-09T21:07:00.000+08:00

there are quite a number of things i did for the past few days.

make myself really busy. :)

7 July 07 -

went town with ben,ming,bird,mar,edTAN,edTAY and ME! :)
enjoy ourself.
went to rod house after outing,
Played mahjong! had mac! watched movieS!
till 5am. hahahha
one day, gone just like that!

8 July 07 -
went geylang, had their beancurd and went to their beef noodle shop.
one small plate of horfun/fried rice cost s$5.00!!
but its nice la. nothing to say. hahahah :)
went there with my mom, bro & sis!

9 July 07 -
busy day.
checking intervew booklet.
just received a message from yap.
saying we got to gather those files for tech mob, those excused and mc personnel.
shit!
that's a BIG shit! hahahha
audit is checking this friday!
dont think we'll have enough time unless we OT and that's not all of us can adhere to.
but no choice!

2007-07-03T19:16:00.000+08:00

this week we got to stay really till quite late especially on Friday.
cause next week is our audit check already.
so everything must be nicely place for our auditor to check.
this auditor is from PLAB head admin suprv.
anyway this week, i can really feel the stress.
time passes very fast. :)

Chris dislocate his arm.
heard that he's quite badly injured

prays for him..
take more mc. :)

thought was going to meet up with you yesterday.
:) its ok, we can still meet some other day.

my father was questioning me regarding the money i borowed from my sis.
i told him that i return my sis the money already.
because my sis claim that she does not have enough for the week.
because due to her constant cheer practice she have three times a week.
so father was asking her if i really return her the money already.
than she said we're brother and sister, we should help each other.
and she started to get agigated, her voice seems like she's gonna cry. but control!
my father started saying " when you were young, yes, i got no time to tune you. now that you're a teenager, and i'm yet trying to tune you. i dont want t tune you when you're an adult."

hahahah i find that my father is a little naggy. maybe it because he's starting to get old. :)
but my sister shouldn't have got soo agigated. and started to raise her voice at them.

respect! still thinking, am i the cause for this thing? LOL

2007-06-26T23:51:00.000+08:00

feeling so fucked up right now.

feeling so guilty!

WHAT HAPPEN?

someone found my wallet.

2007-06-26T21:57:00.001+08:00

unlike yesterday,
today is worst. ahahah
i took half day to go to AMK Police Station to collect my wallet.
did nothing in the morning.
just photo taking session
because our unit got the best ADA unit for workyear 06/07.
so memorial picture. (no offs)
hahaha
anyway, :)
someone found my wallet.
surprising, everything is in there. :)
money, everything...
thanks the guy/girl who brought my wallet to the police station.
god bless you!
i sincerely thank you. :)

after that i called ben and we went to slack at yishun.
nice meeting up with you all.
went home straight after that.

happy!~

2007-06-25T21:53:00.001+08:00

yea, i wasted my whole morning like that.
dont even remember what i did.

the whole afternoon, i just printed some stuffs. called nsman.
than slack all the way.
feeing very guilty.
i'll try doing something tomorrow. :)

met up with her after i book out.

thankiew - thank you
iew - you

"ii lubb iew" - puked

2007-06-24T14:20:00.001+08:00

finally found a new skin that i like :)

oh yes, alot of things happen recently.

i lost my wallet.
than after a few days, i receiev a letter from AMK police station.
they found my wallet. :)

i lost my office's keys.
oh shit!
i'm really guilty about it.
my chief and S1 doesn't seems bothered about it.
just ask me to find.
if cannot find than see how.
hahah! what amazed me was, s1 wasn't panicked.
he remain real calm!
also same thin, after a few days, the guard room called and said they found the keys.
everything wasn't right for the past few days.
must be s1 fengshui. hahaha!
i'll see how it goes in the next coming weeks.

on friday (220608) oh god, i did nothing in office. hahahah!
we stay in css cell. talk cock with chris, chen and alvin.
they are real jokers.
met up with jy after camp.
talk about GHOST~ with few of her friends.
slack till 1230, walk her home. :)

2007-06-20T22:06:00.001+08:00

i still - backstreet boys

2007-06-16T11:45:00.001+08:00

2007-06-12T19:35:00.000+08:00

just changed m blogskins.
had trouble finding for the one that i really like. :)
anyway, i chose this one.
everything seems so fast.
heart racng.
rushing against time.

hahaha, i like this!
keep me busy. :D
i'm going for my bike practical later on.
its still a long way till i got my license.
anyway, going for the bike practical is already part my schedule, like every week. :)

wish me luck!

dailes - 110607

2007-06-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

i think too much of a something will make the whole thing bored!
ok. i thought of uploading another vids into my blog.
but, its like THREE consecutive vids already!
hahaha anyway, she went for maths camp - two days.
miss her!
waiting for you to message me.
i dont want to message you.
:P trying to be cheeky LAR!! hahaha

my friends talk to me about pocket bike today.
they are interested!
they are interested in helping my sell the pocket bike.
they taught my alot of things.
will sell my pocket bike.
but later,
got to settle somethings which i find it more important than the pocket bike.
planning what i want to achieve.
action speaks louder than words.
firstly, i got to write down what i want first.
dont care if its materialistic or not, just write down what i can think of.
secondly, analyse. piorties, which is important. which is necessary, than strike out those not necessary ones.
lastly, ACTION!

I'M JUST LAZY TO TAKE THE FIRST STEP.
arrgh!! hahaha

I'M WITH YOU.- AVRIL

2007-06-09T13:16:00.000+08:00

2007-06-03T01:16:00.000+08:00

enjoy! (:

Singapore arts festival '07

2007-05-26T14:59:00.000+08:00

we were on our way to the Padang field to catch the opening of Singapore Arts Festival opening '07
its free. starting from 8pm.
you should go catch it. seriously, even someone like me doesn't know how to appreciate art can find it amazing & beautiful. you all should go!
the opening ends this sunday, 27 May 07. its a must watch!
hahha and of course we took quite a few pictures, but most of the pictures are with her. i'll upload them here once i got it.
(:

2007-05-23T19:26:00.000+08:00

2007-05-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

its my brother and me, riding pocket bike. any info, just comments, will reply you asap. (:

2007-05-22T21:12:00.000+08:00

hahah its us in the bus. (:

commuters in the BUS!

2007-05-04T01:43:00.001+08:00

i woke up late today, because of my alarm clock, it din rang!!! and i dont feel sleepy because i slept the WHOLE evening hahahaha.
obviously, i was late for my work, i woke up at 7.10am.
then went out at around 7.40am. i wasn't thinking about how late i'm gonna be, i'm thinking did i forget to bring anything out? hahahha. but looks like, i forgot to wear my watch. anyway, the bus wasnt here as what it always does. (; and there are alot of people waiting to get on the bus.
and of course there would be alot of people in the bus squeezing for spaces, so as to stand comfortably. hahha, i board the bus with people sqqueezing right beside me still fidgeting. oh my! haaha because i was standing right at the steps where the commuters enter by the front door.jsut then i reach the stop before the MRT station,
some commuters would be getting down and definitely some commuters would come up from there, it's so obvious that the passenger are making their way through the back door, but the fucking uncle came rushing in stepping on my feet and pushing his way through. what's more? there's a auntie who came rushing into the bus also. then lean against the scanner, which i find it, "occupying so much space for her own comfort"
should have wrote this on stomp, and become another KPO "boy" hahahhhaha

that's love!

2007-04-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

L O V E .

what if,

the person whom you like did not reply you and pick up your call, would you still message or call him everyday?

the person who like you did not reply or pick up your call, does that mean that he choose to give up?

would you call hm everyday if he doesn't pick up your call, even if there's nothing important to tell him?

ok, this is stupid,
"what is love?"

hahah..
i chose not to contact you.
there's finally a full stop to our relationship.
(;

fight for your happiness.

2007-04-16T18:46:00.000+08:00

i'm once again back here blogging.
due to some reason, that cause my mood to swing really low.
(:
ok!
let's talk about the topic " fight for your own happiness"
firstly, "fight". what does it means to you? meaning physically man to man.
hahha. to me its not. it mean "to get back" in this phrase. "for your own happiness"
to get back your own hapiness. (:

so what if you got back your own happiness?
are both parties willing to go back to each other?
if not, one would not be happy.
so what is happiness when one party is not happy.
hahaha.

it's so complicated.
that's love!

2007-04-10T01:00:00.000+08:00

this would be what i promised!
a picture of us at Party World Yishun Safra. (:

Party World.

2007-04-07T09:15:00.000+08:00

Thursday Night, 05-04-07.

we were at Party World @ Yishun Safra celebrating Mr Sim's ORD!
the venue was actually at Chevrons but the place was very crowded and no room for the 12 of us. the venue was being change to Yishun Safra Party World.
everyone was very happy. they chat, play and fight!
we ordered Chivas and extended another hour till 0100hr.
we took a picture together before we leave the place.
Chief, her son, Mr Sim and Mr Kevin went straight home after that, as they have family commitments.
the rest of us, includes chris, chen, shree,yap,victor, zi yi and me went opposite to the nearest 7-11 to get a drink before we head home.
we sat at the void deck which is directly opposite Yishun Safra.
there's sort of a confrontation there.
wherby, chris chen and me were confronting shree.
shree was really arrogant that night. guess he was too high! haha
chris is another one, who was indirectly against me. also too high!
shree was like drunk and keep spouting nonsense.
everyone feels like wacking shree up the tree that night.
we drank something which taste very bitter using a straw
chen chris shree and me were very high.
especially shree keep spouting nonsense
can see that chen really feels like wacking him.
cause he pour the half of amsterdam extra on his hand.
that makes shree mad haha and keep saying this " hey man stop it!"
hahah he's a "niga" which gave us phrases that those american punk used everytime we stayed back after work to talk cock.
we went home without even discussing about the solution.
hahaha, anyway after that day, everyone would be forgot the probelms we discuss that night
and go on with life on Monday.
hahaha!
the pictures of us would be posted later..

2007-03-30T18:30:00.000+08:00

pocket bike

2007-01-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

i forgot to show you all my pocket bike. cool uh. look at the vicer. it shattered while on its way to Singapore. hahah.

lost @ 27 JAN 07

2007-01-28T16:52:00.001+08:00

sometimes i find myself difficult to control my emotions.
it's just when i was about to let you dow, you contacted me.
so i decided not to let you go.
i know i was harsh to you when you contacted me again.
that's because when i was about to let you go. you contacted me, making me feel so lost.

once our (friends) relationship started, i gave you attitude.
yes that's because i feel real jealous.
i should have kept you by my side.
and you wouldn't go for that guy.
when our (friends) relationship was almost stable.
you kick me aside. telling me not to contact you anymore.
i feel really lost.

yesterday i called you.
you told me something that hurts me real deep.
and i told you something that really hurt you.
i didn't mean it. i'm sorry.
i went out alone.
i called you.
you ask me where am i.
if i'm not going home straight away, dont contact you again tomorrow.
i ask you. even if i go back now.
you would still find reason not to contact me.
whatever you say count.
i have no say.
you hang up my call.
and possibly went to sleep.
i'm all alone outside.

i'.m waiting for your call.

sg vs mal

2007-01-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

wa, lost again. hahaha
it was Singapore vs Malaysia.

i bought D-A and Tg; 1
it was ok for the first half. everything went smoothly..
then for the second half. Malaysia made their first goal.
was very happy, until sg went in.
all my hopes were dash.
hahaha actuall, play for fun only. i'm ok with the losing.

(:

motor!

2007-01-23T01:53:00.000+08:00

considering now, if i should take a sport bike?
hahhah, some of my friends said that i havent even take my license, dont ever think of what bike to take first. hahaha. i told them this is planning ahead. they still dont get it. hahaha. tomorrow is my prep 1. anxious... real anxious. i dont know why, maybe i'm afraid that the inspector might scold me for something, or maybe i just want to pass in one straight lesson, so that i dont have no waste any time on those excess prep!
hahaha anyway, good luck to myself. hahahah. bless me!

Vespa

2007-01-17T22:46:00.000+08:00

get me the black one! woo.. i've enroll into SSDC for bike license. check it out! give me 4 months. and check it out! poot poot poot poot.... here comes my Vespa!

i wanna fuck you fuck you.

2007-01-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

feeling like a worthless shit right now.
she put me high, and drop me down.

you said you wanna patch. but you dont know how.
then the next day, i can't bear to leave him, he treat me real good.
MAKE UP YOUR MIND!
hello! do you know whatever you said really cost alot.
cost as in, really matters to me.
you bought me to heaven,
and punch me to hell.
i tell you, i'm gonna hate you.

you said i broke up with you.
so you'll be the one who hate me
i did ask for patch, ( you dont want)
you allow guy to come get your number.

that's it. i din say that it wasn't my fault
it was partly my fault.
i'll make my next girlfriend prettier than you.
much prettier than you.
anyway, let me send my regards to both of you.

welcome(:

2007-01-14T11:56:00.000+08:00

cool uhh.. this is my palm! so artistic. hahahah. i got this idea when i started playing in the office. i place my hand on the photoscanning machine. poop' this thing came out.

recall

2007-01-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

today our unit recall.
its an AOE recall.
the same thing, we knew it before hand.
thanks to our S1.(cpt sim)
it lasted till quite late.
5pm.
i believe everyone was exhausted.
can't wait to get home and have a good rest.

everything went well today.
system set up few minutes before hand.
everything was smooth.
just that my mood was a little bad.
because of you.
forget it.
i dont wish to talk about you here in my blog, regarding the matter.
anyway after the whole ORE recall, we went to the nearest fast food restautrant. KFC, and had our long waited meal.

nothing unusual happen today.
its just my mood, which swang very high and low today.
ya, almost forgot, weiqi's birthday celebration pictures
ask around my cliques.
or add me in msn, cheekyboey@gmail.com
thanks.

ended in year 2007

2007-01-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

looks like everything has come to an end for us.
a new year,
a new beginning.

25 of Jan was suppose to be the happiest day for us.

but it turn out to be, new year, 1 of jan. we broke up.
its all because of me. my words, my attitude.
it all turn out the way i din expected.
she pestered me.
i pestered her.
today, 7 jan 2007.
she gave me a definite answer.
she told me this, "we can never be together again.
never be friends nor ever in a relationship.
let's be stranger."

tears rolled down from my cheeks.
i replied, ok take care.

that was the last msg she sent me.
you were with me for almost a year.
it hurts me when you are leaving.
i can't bear to let you go.
i know you're sick when you're with me.
if by letting me go, allows you to find for your happiness and future.
i cannot say anything.

bad year!

what am i suppose to do?

2007-01-05T18:40:00.000+08:00

what am i suppose to do?
i really have no idea.

i lost contact to the world.
i'm so damn moody today.
who can understand me?
who would wanna share my pain?

its not that i dont want to speak up.
i'm afraid of more misunderstanding between my friends.

i felt lost.
stumbled!
easily agigated.
felt so many nails hitting onto my heart.
ouch!

i need time to recover my wound.
the wound; you hurtful words and irritating 'cool' voice.
you're also upset. but you're trying to act cool.
pretending nothing happened.
why must you treat me like this?
oh girl.

ending soon.

2007-01-02T03:06:00.000+08:00

when she msg me,
and everything began.

she was going to cecilia's house.
when she was about to reach her place.
cecilia msg her, asking her out for a movie with her boyfriend.
she has no choice but to agree.

she told her bf that straight after the movie,
she'll returned home.

but when her bf came to know.
both of them started quarreling.
she din went home after that,
and the show lasted till quite late.
she went to have her dinner at the nearby coffee house.
dinner at 2300?
the bad thing was that she din even tell her bf.
for that 2 to 3 hours, she did not contact her bf.
as her bf was busy entertaining his cousins.
her bf tried calling her and sms-ing her quite a few times,
but no respond.
definitely her bf would get worried.
but when she called back.
she apologise and started shouting at her bf.
of course her bf started shouting at her first la...
when her bf called her, she was having her dinner.
at some kind of famous coffee house which was near the city area.
he allowed her to have her dinner, but she din even contact him when the movie end.
is like, " what is he to you?"

i'm the guy.

i got this feeling, we are about to end soon.
its New Year 2007. yet this kind of incident happen to me
bad sign.
got to urge to smoke right now.
anyone?

its here.

2006-12-23T16:48:00.000+08:00

my pcoket bikes are here already.

cool! so damn cool.

(:

yes ter day

2006-12-22T17:26:00.000+08:00

its another day rotting at home.
going out with ben & friends later in the evening,

yesterday was busy. our unit had a christmas cleebration.
and it was till quite late.
guess what i've got.
i've got a small little cute bear.
WHICH a person of name "Wong Weiqi", who is from Radar.
it happens to be a girl that he know, gave it to him, then he dont want.
he wrap it up and gave it as a christmas present.
gosh!, unfortunatly, i've got that present.
so heartless to have gave a gift from someone.

anyway, my com is down. and i'm using my father's laptop.

Cheers.(:

what's inside the cigarette.

2006-12-17T10:36:00.000+08:00

this is to tell everyone out there who smoke,

looks great to me.
(:

First day of work.

2006-12-17T02:50:00.000+08:00

first day of work.
its not me. its my baby.

she's working in a production line @ Motorola
after her work, went to meet her at yck mrt station.
though she want to go to somewhere near for a dinner,
but instead we went to marina square.

we walk around marina sq.
i'm trying to find a present for her as a christmas.
keep asking her to try on the things she like.
but in the end, i revealed, i told her that i want to get somethin for her as a christmas gift, but thought of nothing to give her.
anyway, i've thought of something to give you.

i'm going to bake you cake.

try my cake.

OVER!

2006-06-25T14:09:00.000+08:00

i went to zouk/club with a hope that you'll be with me.

its just a simple concern, "where are you"

everything ended.
its too contradicting...

i know its wasn't your fault.

i know it wasn't you who sent me the message.

but you approve!

nvm.its ok

anyway, ya, zouk, (:

nice fixtures, good DJ,

house,trance!

bad music... hahahah,

they should have like RnB

to make it happening, more people would like be fighting for the tickets.

hahah, anyway everything is over!!

OVER!!

conntridiction/over

2006-06-25T14:06:00.000+08:00

its contradiction.
its really contradiction.

"if you want to wait, then contact me, if dont want to wait then dont contact me"

"where are you?"

"i dont see the need to tell you"

"okk, i'm just asking"

"fuck you!"

its over!
just like that, we 're over.

2006-06-21T02:25:00.000+08:00

ZHIKIONG IS DEAD!

2006-06-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

everything has end.
we broke up.
you gave me the best times i ever had
you gave me the best memories i ever had
you're one of the girls, that has make a mark in my life.
you brought me to heaven
yet i brought you to hell.
i'm really sorry about that.

you taught me what is like to be love & loved someone

i cherish you.
its just your attitude.

sorry.
:( cheekyboey

P.S: i'm enlisting very soon viewers, wish me luck! PES E.

hahah!!

2006-06-03T10:39:00.000+08:00

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MY CAB FARE!!!

2006-04-14T01:32:00.000+08:00

bloody fuck!
i forgot to take the receipt from the taxi uncle!
oh shit!
i worked till 12midnight today.
then if i'm taking a cab home, we're able to claim it from our company.
but, the fuck is that, i forgot to ask the receipt from the cab uncle!
oh shit!
arr!

first day of work. (:

2006-04-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

9.17am,subconsciously i went to work.
i was in the mrt, squeezing with lots of people.
i was prepared to work like hell!
but the moment i enter ck.tang
i went to level SEVEN
okk, enough of elaborating.
everyone there, crazy,
first day of work, they treat me as one.
they are unlike other department/level.
they are funky.expressive. some LAME, some COOL.
lots of different kinds of people.
i'm being treated as a family.
(:

but most of all, i miss my friends, and my baby
(:

LOVE YOU ALL MAN!

(I'M HAVING OFF THIS SATURDAY,WEDNESDAY)

2006-04-01T14:23:00.000+08:00

UPDATED*
lots of problems..
i think its time i need to settle down alone.

2006-03-11T11:59:00.000+08:00

everything wasn't what i expected.
everything came too sudden.
its like so DRAMATIC.
oh my!
i'm unable to accept it.
i cannot live this life.
i dont want this life.
i dont want you to lie.
i want a rich family.
Sg is all about MONEY.
REALISTIC SOCIETY.

desire,
temptations,
greed
cause One to take the wrong step.

is this retributions?
i believe in "Cause & Effect"
then whose fault is this?
oh shit!

i got to do something about this.
yes!
look at me.
i'm in a "beggar" state.
leeching around for food.
MIND YOU.

2006-02-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

cheekyboey says:
i've register for ITE already.
cheekyboey says:
still looking for other instuite.
cheekyboey says:
so, most probably, going to ITE.
cheekyboey says:
i've no choice.
cheekyboey says:
this is fate.
cheekyboey says:
face it!

result out

2006-02-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

o level result this coming friday.
freaking nervous...
shit

bless me with that. (:

2006-02-06T11:32:00.000+08:00

"gentleman, start your engine."

<3baby baby<3

Standard Chartered Bank

2006-02-06T11:25:00.000+08:00

i've been working in SCB for a certain period of time.
around 8 days.
plus my OT pay.
i should get around $500.
but that liping insisted that i go back to SCB & let our manager sign that slip of paper.
before letting me resign.
i'm not going back anymore.
since you're going back.
why not help me just last time?

i'm so desperate for money right now.
so come on.
dont be so lame.
take it that i'm pleading you.
jerk

my room; colourful

2006-01-23T13:13:00.000+08:00

hah! my room has brighten up in just one day
i just paint my room.
hahah i want to thks bird for helping me paint my room.
and rod for just coming to visit my room, and helping me carry things back to place.
hahahs

my room used to be very plain. but now, it became so colourful.
hahahas

i dont know.

first day of work

2006-01-13T07:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my first day in Singapore Chartered Bank.
time pass very quickly there.
work was rather slack.(extrated from amy) - hahahahahs
i love that job.
they were great.
i know i cannot judge cause its only my first day there.
but i got to convince myself. - lol
no la.
its not what i expected.
i thought there will be "aunties" around, commanding us to do this & that.
hahaha.

went to play cs-reloaded after work.
vs an army of counter. LOL
went home after that.

miss!

-tell me abt it-
"I Love You" is an 8 letter phrase
But then again so is "Bull Shit" ((x

rainy day

2006-01-08T11:56:00.000+08:00

its been rainning since morning,
wanted to swim this afternoon,
but the weather spoil my day.

went to have dinner with ben & bird.
unexpectally, rod came.
(:

i'm gonna have a haircut tomorrow.
short for good.
chinese new year coming.
i want it to be neat and tidy.

releasing of O levels result are numbered.
should be on the 18 of February
bless me for that.
(:

2006

2006-01-05T01:54:00.000+08:00

happy new year guys!
went for a bbq at sembawang park.
everything was fine, except there's only 2 girls there.
including my sister!
-hah
i was sick.
therfore didn't enjoy much there.
but at least i spent my new yr countdown there.
better than working!
:D -lol

i quit my previous job
-NTUC Fair Price (Sunplaza)
my main purpose working there is to see you.
no other reason!

my reason for not working, hahahha -shh
but seriously, i've got no companian and the pay is far too little.

anyway i'm still waiting...

2005-12-18T13:19:00.000+08:00

during those days were the happiest.
lol. hahaha
we had tons of fun.
first night; bbq
then being warned by the guards there.
had fun with those games we played.
next day; wild wild wet.
hhaha.
being scolded by the "Players"
then pretend to be happy.
joke with them
hahahah.

next day..
we watch KING KONG.
had my lunch in the cinema.
wonderful loonggg movie.

later in the night...
i went to play soccer.
injured myself.
but I'M FINE.
hahaha.

you girls have given me such a wonderful time.
you have make me know you even more.(responsible)
i love my cliques, they are always there for me.
love you miss you muack.

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2005-12-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

Pussycat Dolls
Don't Cha
Oh, baby dolls I know you like me (I know you like me)
I know you do (I know you do)
Thats why whenever I come around shes all over you
And I know you want it (I know you want it)
It's easy to see (it's easy to see)
And in the back of your mind I know you should be home with me

[Chorus]
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
Dont cha, dont cha
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me
Dont cha, dont cha
Fight the feeling (fight the feeling)
Leave it alone (leave it alone)
Cause if it aint love
It just aint enough to leave a happy home
Let's keep it friendly (let's keep it friendly)
You have to play fair (you have to play fair)
See, I dont care
But I know she aint gon' wanna share

[Chorus]
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
Dont cha, dont cha , baby
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me
Dont cha, dont cha

I know I'm on your mind
I know we'll have a good time
I'm your friend
I'm fun
And I'm fine
I aint lying
Look at me, you aint blind [2x]
See, I know she loves you (I know she loves you)
I understand (I understand)
I'd probably be just as crazy about you
If you were my own man
Maybe next lifetime (maybe next lifetime)
Possibly (possibly)
Until then, Oh friend your'e secret is safe with me

[Chorus]
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
Dont cha, dont cha
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me
Dont cha, dont cha

2005-12-09T10:40:00.000+08:00

clubbing tomorrow night.
clubbing every week.
woo....!!!
tomorrow zoukout.
wow! BIG event.

hey yo! i'm going ok?!?!
are you?
if you are, so see you there.
(:

hey k.kailing.
this is for you.
avoiding doesn't mean anything to me.
come out and talk me.
call me!

what do you mean by saying you dont want me to get the wrong idea?
if in the first place, you've have already given me the hope and yet you dash it.

-puked it!

i miss you.

2005-12-01T10:17:00.000+08:00

i miss those days when we were at ssc studying together.
i miss those days that we went to funland without fail.
i miss those days when you feed me like i'm like a small kid.
i miss those days when you got harrassed by benadatte/beckson and we protected you.
i miss the time when we were at kbox.
i miss the the time when we went to sembawang library reading magazine.
i miss the time when we went to cineleisure for the hello kitty thingy.
i miss your laugh.
i miss your smile.

I MISS EVERYTHING OF YOU!

somethings are just unable to describe.

i love you.

2005-11-27T07:53:00.000+08:00

i read through the message.
those that you've sent me.
HUGE difference in the past and now.

i understand that you cannot forget somethings or somebody.
i'll give you more time.

i feel myself so childish expressing my feelings here online
and hoping that you'll visit my blog.
fuck!!!

this would be that last one.

2005-11-22T10:39:00.000+08:00

i've asked you if you really like me.
i've asked you if you really can forget your ex-bf.
you say only a little bit.
you say you never think of him anymore.
how should i feel?
i dont know.

the feelings i have for you.
you say that i fell in love too fast.
ok i agree

i say that you fell in love too fast.
Reason:
ok, the last time i saw you was 5 weeks ago.
its was like end of September.
then you started to have a tiff with your bf.

i feel that i shouldn't be here blogging.
there might be greater misunderstanding between us.
but i can't wait to express my feelings.
really cannot stand it.
arr!

2005-11-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

i just read your blog.
feeling so inferior.
just so, you know, ..
i know its the past.
but its just like 2 motnhs ago...
and i met you just 3 weeks ago.
imagine...
you only had conflict with your bf just 1 month after i got to see you.
1 month may not be long.
is just 4 weeks ago.
sorry, i just telling you how i feel.

i kept asking myself if i love you.
if i have any feelings for you.
then that's it!
everything is settle.
forgot the past and start anew.

i'll never break your heart - Backstreet Boys

2005-11-14T09:52:00.000+08:00

[Spoken]
Baby I know your hurting
Right now you feel like you could never love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you
From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would be together forever
Ooh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt that you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
Chorus
I'll never break your heart
I'lll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey that's no lie (2x)

As time goes by you
Will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes
And I know you're afraid
To let you're feelings show
And I understand
But girl it's time to let go I deserve a try honey
Just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see Chorus (2x)
Bridge
No way, no how
I'll make you cry (2x)
Chorus

2005-11-08T04:53:00.000+08:00

124,709.25 SGD,
you need this in order to increase your chance of migrating to Australia.
shit!
its almost 125,000 SGD.
just to increase the chance of migrating ..
can somebody help me?
i really want to migrate to Australia asap.
start life afresh!
yes! work hard!
harder!!

started .

2005-11-07T16:41:00.000+08:00

shit, studying together is a joy.

i dont blame anyone.
i blame myself.
for not being able to study in sec 5na;
for not revising my work frequently.
last minute then strive.
shit!
for today's paper,
SS!!!!!!
i studied Merger & Seperation.
i mean FOCUS!
but it didn't came out.
arrghh!!!!
i got brush up my Geography in order for a c5 or 6 in Humanties.

as for Maths paper 1 today,
i think i did averagly...?
lots of confidence in doing.
but end up teleing w/ my friends,
learn that there's lots of careless mistake.
suck dick!
i'm not retaking Os ever again.
never ever.
stress!!

2005-11-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you
Ya know it's true

Everything I do - I do it for you

2005-10-18T14:55:00.000+08:00

"我想我知道眼泪的味道
曾经付出的每一天每一年我不曾想逃受伤的翅膀
总有一天会慢慢慢慢的变好能飞得更高
当失去你的依靠"

you might understand what i'm trying to say.

Because You Live Lyrics

2005-10-12T13:07:00.000+08:00

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back
Like a wake-up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere..
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

CHORUS
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live girl
My world...
Has twice as many stars in the sky

It's all right. I survived. I'm alive again.
'Cause of you, made it through every storm
What is life?
What's the use?
If you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone...
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly looking in your eyes

REPEAT CHORUS
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live girl(you live)
My world(my world)
Has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live..I live

Because you live, there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've givin' me
Always...

REPEAT CHORUS
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help(when no one else can help)
Because you live girl
My world (My World)
Has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live girl(girl you live)

My world
Has everything I need to survive
because you live... I live, I live

2005-10-12T02:26:00.000+08:00

i hate myself for doing those things in the past.
i know i can never turn back time.
and go your way.
its all my fault.
i know at the point of time,
you were badly injured by me.
i wasn't the one by your side either.
just because i was too obbessed in her.
i know whatever i said, is no use.
i swear, after my o level, i would just concentrate on You.

2005-10-10T01:45:00.000+08:00

i give up.
i give up on you.
i find it no point wasting my teenage-hood on you.
that's it!
the end!
friends...

2005-10-04T11:36:00.000+08:00

Chorus
Don’t you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don’t you ever say you don’t like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you’re better off by far
.And I hope you always stay the same,
Cuz there’s nothin’ ’bout you I would change
.Verse
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don’t be afraid if you’ve got something to say
,Just open up your heart and let it show you the way
.Chorus
Bridge
Believe in yourself
.Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free
.Believe in yourself,
you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You’ll make it through.
Chorus

2005-10-04T11:25:00.000+08:00

Artist: 2 Play Ft: Raghav & Jucxi Song: So Confused
Lyrics:
Well I know we just met yesterday
But things feel oh so right
Cause you always know just what to say
And what is on my mind
Well I feel I need a special way
To ask you to be mine
But I dont know when's the perfect day
Or whats the perfect time
Babe you leave me confused
Dont know if I should let you know or wait it out girl
Wish I knew just what to do
Im so confused
(Chorus)
So girl what you wanna see
Wanna see me get down on my knees
Wanna hear me begging baby please
Wanna hear me crying for mercy
Oh girl I wish I knew your world
I think im losing my head over you
Every bone in my body says I want you tonight
Pretty little hunny, why you there by my side
With your Hale Berry face and you Beyonce thighs
With you Juxci want to collide
?
Bump all night long with you sexy little waist
Come girl, come along, wanna make love to you from dusk til dawn
Well I know that it maybe too soon to know just what you'd like
But I wana know what you've been thru, what you want from life
Its so real the way I feel so true, its been so hard to find
Wanna now how you feel for me too, so I can make up my mind
Babe you leave me confused
Dont know if I should let you know or wait it out gir
lWish I knew just what to doI'm so confused
(Repeat Chorus)
Well someone once told me that you'd end up lonely
Dont let love ever pass you by
Coz I've seen it happen to people that mattered to me with my very own eyes
Maybe they were mistaken
And I should be waiting, for you to show me a sign
Or should I just let you know that if I let you go,Id wonder the rest of my life
[Repeat Chorus]
To be or not to be, that is the questionI dont know what to do
Im in a state of confusion
All I want from you is your love and affection
Is this love real or just an illusion?
[Repeat Chorus x 2]

2005-09-29T10:51:00.000+08:00

i've decided not to delete my blog for the meantime. as i still want to say somethings to you.

although i've decided to be-friend with you.

my love havent change since.

i just want to tell you, whenever you need someone,

i'll try to be there.

(extented, 2 more weeks)

2005-09-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

having to be fined for racistsim,
no one would dare to blog again.
its all about life.
this is what we do, what we think.
if there's such a thing called blog.
and we post our daily life routine down.
this is what we encounter,
and we post it up.
why must we be fined for saying the wrong things?
its all about us.

i'm going to delete my blog two weeks later. enjoy!